Wow thanks to TOM I havent been able to eat very much at all for the last week. So I hopped on the scale today and got 289!!!!!! WOOT WOOT WOOT!! Now that it has officially started I cant stop eating. Last night before bed I ate a sugar free fudge pop, sugar free pudding, and a bowl of rice crispies. UGH That was all after dinner. Between stress and TOM my body doesnt know what in the world to do. I got my car fixed today YAY! So that is a little less stress right there.
I went for a drive in the country today just my camera and I. I found this AWESOME old cemetery (told you I was attracted to the darker things in life *wink*) I got out of my car and went for a walk. There were beautiful march flowers everywhere, the birds were chirping, sun was shining, and the ground was just moist enough to sink a little when you walk. I enjoyed it so much that I broke the law and went trespassing in their woods :) It was so beautiful back there it felt like I found a secret treasure! I also found an animals skeleton (guessing a deer) And I got all the pics I could of it. It was awesome cause it was death surrounded in life. So i got exercise..not just my camera finger but a hike in the woods lol I ave found if I make exercise something fun and productive I want to do it ALOT more. Yesterday my best friend and I went for a walk and had girl talk. We walked a long way but it didnt seem like it because girl talk makes everything else vanish.
Now for a question....What do you do when you get stuck?? I had one person tell me to take a drink and it will wash it on down. Ok this does not work for me at all. I cant have any kind of liquid while solids are in my stomach. It just makes everything get stuck worse. Like even if I am eating some watery green beans with food it will make everything stuck. They told me I shouldnt drink with meals but I am a rule breaker and tried anyways. Bad idea. I have found that burping myself from the front works a little. Cant do that in public of course. I just use the same pressure as burping a baby but right on my sternum. But what do I do in public because it hurts so bad. It happened at my fav Thai resturant and my friend said I looked horrible while it was going on. I get stuck alot and any advice is very appreciated. How is it I can have a bite I know is smaller then the stoma and chew and it still get stuck? I just dont understand this band sometimes!!