I have always been proud of who I am as a fat person. I loved myself when no one else would so I know myself well. I am not doing surgery to look good because I am already super hot lol But I am doing this to get AWAY from meds. It will all be worth it when there are no shots and I am doing a happy dance on a pile of pills. Seems like just a fantasy now... but someday it will be reality.
I am doing something today that goes against my fat nature. I am throwing out/donating most of my food. I dont need any temptation when it comes to the preop diet. This task is HUGE. I am a bit of a food hoarder so I have a ton of food. I gave some to my friends, family, and the local food bank. Now I am in the process of throwing out all the stuff that was not given away (due to it being open or almost empty) It was so hard to throw away the reeses shell. I havent used it but 1 time in the last nine months and there was only a teaspoon left but it still hurt. I have so much more throwing away to do but I needed a break or I was going to sit in the floor and cry. I feel like I am breaking up with bad food. We will be going our seperate ways soon. I wish you well bad food and hope you find love somewhere else.
I only have to do a one week preop diet. But I am starting this week to cut down and work my way down into less food. I am not good at cold turkey situations. I have the willpower of a fly. But if I work my way down it will be a bit easier. I am nervous about this diet thing (mostly because I know myself so well) but If I have to STARVE for a week to get this surgery Ill do it. Id probably try standing on my head for a week if I had to.
Does anyone know any questions I should ask the doc? He keeps asking me if I have any questions and I just go blank. I tried thinking of some but I couldnt think of anything except asking how I am going to take my meds afterwards. I see him again on the 3rd and apparently he wants questions.